urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:forsaken_id I rememer I am Alive forsaken_id 2007-01-25T14:17:52Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:forsaken_id:1496 2007-01-25T14:17:52Z 2007-01-25T14:17:52Z I'm am so freakin tired, worn out and sick. <br />I don't understand whats going on. -_________- <br />I got out of bed...after a sleep-less night, the other day...and well I came out of my room in a good room! Yay! I said good morning to my mom and what-not, but she wouldn't talk to me...I was like 'ok maybe shes tired' I leave for school around 9 o'clock beings as that I didn't have anything until 1...(I walked) <br /><br />I had a good day...bombed 2 essays out of 4, and figured i am screwed! T.T <br /><br />I called my mom for a ride she said 'go to library I'll pick you up in an hour' so i walked to the library hung out on the computers got Gundam Seed Destiny, and waited. She didn't talk to me in the car...i'm like 'ok whatever' <br /><br />I get home, and I decide to talk to Jeff my step-dad, i'm like 'guess what? I finished my Regents! yay!' <br /><br />he was silent...<br /><br />Finally i get fed up 'what the hell is with you two?' <br /><br />he says "why don't you go tell your online friends, beings we suck" <br /><br />i'm like O___O???<br />I throw my hands up and leave, because you know what F--k this shit, i am so f--king tired of putting up with all this BS! <br />I don't need anymore stress. I don't sleep, I haven't eaten in about 3 days...I'm never even 'resting' <br /><br />I feel like I'm going to fall over any minute, I don't know what to do or say, and when I lay awake at night all i do it think, and i hate thinking...rawwwr! thinking is bad because then i think of stupid stuff <br />and that is bad...